Sedih
Gambar ni hiasan semate2,bukan surau tmpt ak pun. Sekadar menggambarkan suasana tazkirah tersebut.
Insomnia
Wawawa...Dono why dono how.. these days (since may) I hardly sleep at night. Contrastly I sleep during the day. Why the hell it's happening this way? Everytime I try to sleep I always reach my handphone and play Worms until I realised that it's near Subuh prayer oledy.. I waited until Subuh and pray, then fall asleep until 1 or 2pm. Huaa.. If I don't play Worms, I keep listening to songs which reminds me of 'her'. I guess I just can't forget 'her' maa (i think better use 'don't want' rather than 'can't'.. huhu).. Rite now on holiday ok maa, if this goes on til the sem starts no way I'm gonna focus in lectures. Damn!
Err..Does insomnia has anything to do with insane? Wargh3...
Menziarahi Mr.Younes dari Oman
Kelmarin, 16 Jun 2009 aku pergi melawat keluarga Mr.Younes (Camane tah eja name die, tp bunyik melayunye yunus je..). Die ni merupekan foreign student ayah aku, wat master. So tujuan kami sekeluarge ke rumah die ni hendak bid farewell sebab die nak balik Oman sempena Ramadhan ni disamping memulangkan tupperware die bg nasi beriani arab aritu. Sdap jugek nasi beriani Oman, cume mereke ni xberkuah skit nasi berianinye.. Mungkin faktor geografi mereka kurang air kot masak xbyk kuah. Haha.. Make sense jgk ape, sebab tgk makanan arab ni majoritinye kering. Halawa pun kering. (aku agak jek,baru beberape je pon makanan arab ak try. hehe).
Well besh cite pasal g rumah die ni. Die ni macam majoriti pak arab lain, kaye ya amat. Pergh.. Rumah sewa die kat Alam Damai sewa saje RM1K lebih xsilap aku. Pastu duduk sini kejap je pon, tp rumah agak lengkap (lengkap la utk foreigner kan). Ade sofa,meja makan, wardrobe bape byk tah. Tp one thing die ni humble. Seronok cakap dgn die. Aku duduk sblh anak die,abdul aziz name (ehem name sm cam calon pak mertue idaman jek.wakaka!). Die ni brumo 15 tahun,but speak english very well.
Aku ni selaku bekas anak didik ustaz azhan,ustzh mazuraini, ustzh jamilah, ustaz bakru mengambil pluang utk brush up balik bahase arab aku. So borak2 la dalam bahase b.a-b.i (bukan babi yg bagi H1N1 tu, tp Bahasa Arab-Bahasa Inggeris). haha.. Kebetulan lak isteri Mr.Younes ni xbrape reti english. Kat situ la aku berperanan skit, translate sikit2. Lame2 cakap, wow bole tahan jugak ak. Diorg pn mcm kagum ngan ak. (Cewah bangge la pulek ak neh. haha..). Bini die tu start pade tu ckp arab ngan ak. Lame2 ak slesa plak borak. Anak die pon frenly. Plg aku kembang idung bile aku explain something bout b.arab yg die xtau. Aku cite asal usul istilah 'Allah','Atibbau'.. Kebetulan tang ni aku slalu terngiang2 ustaz azhan nye skema dlm arab, aku pon copy paste je la. haha..
Pastu seblom aku nk balik tu tetibe berlaku urusniage plak. Mcm mane start tah, mak ayah ak tolong die get rid brg2 yg die ade kat umah cam almari ke ape ke. Nk tlg cari buyer la kan sebab die pon da hbs blaja. Well part ni wat ak sengeh manjang.. Buka sengeh sebab pe, sengeh sebab kaye suck die. Jual barang ribu2 dalam ratus2. Cam peti ais die tu, hrga asal ade dlm RM1300 kot, tolak RM500.. Harge pon asalnye nk suh kitorg tetapkan. Ikut die 40-50% harge asal. Bile suh letak harge kot suke die je sebot. Mule2 tu die silap dgr, igt kitorang ckp RM500 tu mahal utk peti ais. Die pon dgn slambenye ckp.. "Make it 300..". Haha gilo2... Pastu ade beberape item yg mak ak bkenan cam almari ape tah. Hrge asl dlm 699. Die bg free je. Mak ak pon tersipu2 malu,insist gk nk baya. Lagi satu ayat slambe klua.. "For you it's free Mr.Zani (nm bapak aku la kan)..". Mak ak jwb. "No,no,I'll pay..".. Dengan macho gile die jwb.. "No,no you take it free or you don't take it" sambil sengeh2.. haha.. Wow memang masyuk ah. Kalo mate duitan msti dah terpukau dah.
Balik rumah tu aku masih xdpt lupekan moments td. Mmg klaka dan kagum. Duit depa cam air je. Xkisah pun. Xjual brg2 tu pun xpe diorang. Tapi one thing la aku kagum ngan die. Humble gile. Dan mmg org arab, die ni sikit2 mulut tu MasyaAllah..Subhanallah... Kagum2. Dan ni wat aku teruja nanti pas grad kalo ade pluang dan rezeki, aku nak invent something n jual kat arab. Harga diorg mmg xkisah la.. Duit mencurah2 sebagaimana mencurah2nya minyak diorg.
Ade beberape kisah pak arab kaye yg aku pnah tgk. Plg ak xlupe satu hari tu kat Jusco. Kat cashier tu pak arab ni beli ape tah, coklat ke ape byk2.. Bape sen je pon.. Mungkin habis2 pun RM20. Die bg RM50. Pastu bile cashier tu nak bg baki balik,die ckp. "Nevermind, pay for the next customer." Wallawei... Kalo die knal org blkg die tu xpe gak, ni xknal ape slambe badak blanje mcm tu.. Aku mase tu duk blkg org yg duk blkg die. Dalam ati ak yg ngah kagum tu berkate gk, "Ish,rugi gile ak xduk blkg die." haha tu la niat xbaik mmg xdpt pon. Cube xniat,mesti dpt punye ar. haha..
So overall it's a very tremendous experience for me!
Lame tak update blog..
Ngape ye? Bukan xde mase, tapi tah bile dok depan blog neh tetibe cam malas nak menaip. Sebaik saje ttp laptop,nk tdo, mndi ke ape ke mulelah mencurah2 idea nk tulis kat blog ni. Hmm.. pelik2..
Michael Jackson death conspiracy
Somebody forward me this article. I don't know the truth,but what the author said in this article makes sense.. This is the article :
Michael Jackson (MJ) was known as the most loving person in the world. He gave up most of his assets for charity and all his life, he fought for equality of the African Americans, AIDS victims, Against Drug Abuse, Against Abortion, Against Child Labor and secretly channelled his properties for the hungry children of the world. However, he wasn't peace at heart. He always think of himself as a child trapped inside a man's body. Being Peter Pan is all his dream, never to grow up, forever a child. That inspires him to build Neverland - a heaven for children. Children of all ages and races are welcomed to Neverland. MJ had so much love to give.
However, he made a mistake which he didn't know of the consequences. He saw the peaceful life his brother, Jermaine (Muhammad Abdul Aziz) had as a Muslim - true, Jermaine faced so much pressure that he moved to Bahrain.
In 1989, MJ made a press conference which shocked the world, "I have seen the Islam in the life of my brother, I have read the books about Islam. And I'd love to someday feel the calmness and peace of Islam...."
Since that, MJ's life was never the same again.
He was accused of so many accusations against child molestation. MJ was not someone who can deal with much pressure as he is a 'delicate child'. All the extortion and black mail followed after that. Everything he did was being seen as wrong in the eyes of the Media. All these are to influence his fans to hate MJ. If he is hated, then he would not be influencial anymore.
For several years, he stayed in England. Getting motivation from a long time friend, Cat Stevens, who had converted into Islam - named Yusuf Islam. From him, MJ learnt how Yusuf had survived being Muslim. He made friends with a song writer, Zain Bhikha too, who wrote a song titled, "GIVE THANKS TO ALLAH", which he wanted MJ to sing whenever he is ready.
Following his trial, MJ withdrew to Bahrain, where he was the special guest of sheik Abdullah bin Hamad Al Khalifa, the son of Bahrain’s king. It was then that Michael began to give conversion more “serious thought.”
MJ stayed in Bahrain for approximately 3 years. He studied Islam, the prayers and learn to read the Koran (al-Quran).
Finally, he came back to Los Angeles and in November 2008 MJ had formally converted to Islam in a ceremony at a close friend’s house in Los Angeles.
He perform Haj with the King of Bahrain and son on December 2008.
He had a hidden agenda when he wanted to make a final comeback. He annouced in a press conference on March 2009, "This will be my final concert. I'll see you all in July...."
He planned that during his concert, he would announce that this is the FINAL concert as he wouldn't be performing anymore. He will declare that he is a Muslim and will only sing with Yusuf Islam and Friends.
At the end of the concert, he will be singing the song, "GIVE THANKS TO ALLAH" with Yusuf Islam. That is the reason why he chose London as his final concert venue instead of the USA. It was because he thought he could escape the USA's extortion, and that he could perform with yusuf Islam who is in England.
At 12.30am, 25th June 2009, he hugged his production manager and said, "After reherasing for 2 months, I am finally ready for the concert..."
Before leaving to sleep, he waved his dancers, "It was a good night everyone. I'll see you all tomorrow..."
The next thing... He was pronouced dead at 2.26am....
When 911 was called, there are so much questions asked. It is as if they didn't know who MJ is and where he lived. The questions asked are more towards to delay time.
The hospital said the autopsy result can only be obtained after 2 months - very illogical as even the worst African technology could obtain the result in less than 2 weeks.
MJ's family members opt for second private autopsy as they started to feel something fishy is going on. The result came out in about 4 days - MJ was drugged with high dosage of anaesthetic - drug that brings about a reversible loss of consciousness, if used to much could stop the heart from beating.
Another result which was not aired in the media was, MJ's stomach is empty of this drug, but his blood were filled with it - same case as the death of Marilyn Monroe.
The private doctors also found many needle marks, afraid to be forced injections given to MJ on his bed.
In CNN Live after a week, Barack Obama was interviewed. And he said, "I love MJ, I grew up listening to his songs. It is a great loss, but rest assured that there is no conspiracy in his death..."
Now, why must a President made such statement before the official autopsy result came out? How would he know that there is no conspiracy without the post-mortem result? Seems like someone is afraid of his shadows.
MJ was known to the world as a person who is against drug abuse. Why must he be addicted to drug, then? If he wanted to commit suicide, why rehearse for his concert? And why will he want to see his dancers the next day?
Enough about his death. I am sure people around the world is not stupid anymore. These supreme power can fool us during the Marilyn Monroe conspiracy, Martin Luther King and Princess Diana. But in this MJ's case, they left too many loopholes for those who think...!!
MJ left us with this unfinished studio-recorded song, GIVE THANKS TO ALLAH. You can download this song here: http://www.filefactory.com/file/ahb80ff/n/Micheal_Jackson_-_Give_Thanks_To_Allah_mp3
MJ's family was about to give him a Muslim burial with the help of The Brotherhood of Islam. But, the CIA showed up at Neverland's door - blackmailed them that if they do so publicly, Katherine (MJ's mother) would be pull off from MJ's 3 children's custody as well as MJ's estates. Instead, they'll hire Debbie Rowe for the purpose, and the court will be in their favour. So much for democracy and fairness...
Finally, they agreed to let MJ have a Muslim Burial in Neverland. But in condition, must show to the public a Christian Memorial Service, as to prove to the world that MJ was never a Muslim.
So, Staples Centre was just a normal show. That's why the coffin was closed and sealed.
MJ was buried days earlier. The Gold Coffin was empty. They were about to bury the Coffin according to Christianity ways in Hollywood - as in their deal with the USA Government.
These happened, because the USA is afraid of the rising numbers of Muslims in the world.
(Sheikh Ha**d)
The Brotherhood of Islam
Buletin of Bahrain
Apart from that, this malay language article reports that his sister, La Toya insists that she knows the murderer of MJ, and will reveal it to the public if the family (MJ's family) do not get justice from the court.
Michael Jackson (MJ) was known as the most loving person in the world. He gave up most of his assets for charity and all his life, he fought for equality of the African Americans, AIDS victims, Against Drug Abuse, Against Abortion, Against Child Labor and secretly channelled his properties for the hungry children of the world. However, he wasn't peace at heart. He always think of himself as a child trapped inside a man's body. Being Peter Pan is all his dream, never to grow up, forever a child. That inspires him to build Neverland - a heaven for children. Children of all ages and races are welcomed to Neverland. MJ had so much love to give.
However, he made a mistake which he didn't know of the consequences. He saw the peaceful life his brother, Jermaine (Muhammad Abdul Aziz) had as a Muslim - true, Jermaine faced so much pressure that he moved to Bahrain.
In 1989, MJ made a press conference which shocked the world, "I have seen the Islam in the life of my brother, I have read the books about Islam. And I'd love to someday feel the calmness and peace of Islam...."
Since that, MJ's life was never the same again.
He was accused of so many accusations against child molestation. MJ was not someone who can deal with much pressure as he is a 'delicate child'. All the extortion and black mail followed after that. Everything he did was being seen as wrong in the eyes of the Media. All these are to influence his fans to hate MJ. If he is hated, then he would not be influencial anymore.
For several years, he stayed in England. Getting motivation from a long time friend, Cat Stevens, who had converted into Islam - named Yusuf Islam. From him, MJ learnt how Yusuf had survived being Muslim. He made friends with a song writer, Zain Bhikha too, who wrote a song titled, "GIVE THANKS TO ALLAH", which he wanted MJ to sing whenever he is ready.
Following his trial, MJ withdrew to Bahrain, where he was the special guest of sheik Abdullah bin Hamad Al Khalifa, the son of Bahrain’s king. It was then that Michael began to give conversion more “serious thought.”
MJ stayed in Bahrain for approximately 3 years. He studied Islam, the prayers and learn to read the Koran (al-Quran).
Finally, he came back to Los Angeles and in November 2008 MJ had formally converted to Islam in a ceremony at a close friend’s house in Los Angeles.
He perform Haj with the King of Bahrain and son on December 2008.
He had a hidden agenda when he wanted to make a final comeback. He annouced in a press conference on March 2009, "This will be my final concert. I'll see you all in July...."
He planned that during his concert, he would announce that this is the FINAL concert as he wouldn't be performing anymore. He will declare that he is a Muslim and will only sing with Yusuf Islam and Friends.
At the end of the concert, he will be singing the song, "GIVE THANKS TO ALLAH" with Yusuf Islam. That is the reason why he chose London as his final concert venue instead of the USA. It was because he thought he could escape the USA's extortion, and that he could perform with yusuf Islam who is in England.
At 12.30am, 25th June 2009, he hugged his production manager and said, "After reherasing for 2 months, I am finally ready for the concert..."
Before leaving to sleep, he waved his dancers, "It was a good night everyone. I'll see you all tomorrow..."
The next thing... He was pronouced dead at 2.26am....
When 911 was called, there are so much questions asked. It is as if they didn't know who MJ is and where he lived. The questions asked are more towards to delay time.
The hospital said the autopsy result can only be obtained after 2 months - very illogical as even the worst African technology could obtain the result in less than 2 weeks.
MJ's family members opt for second private autopsy as they started to feel something fishy is going on. The result came out in about 4 days - MJ was drugged with high dosage of anaesthetic - drug that brings about a reversible loss of consciousness, if used to much could stop the heart from beating.
Another result which was not aired in the media was, MJ's stomach is empty of this drug, but his blood were filled with it - same case as the death of Marilyn Monroe.
The private doctors also found many needle marks, afraid to be forced injections given to MJ on his bed.
In CNN Live after a week, Barack Obama was interviewed. And he said, "I love MJ, I grew up listening to his songs. It is a great loss, but rest assured that there is no conspiracy in his death..."
Now, why must a President made such statement before the official autopsy result came out? How would he know that there is no conspiracy without the post-mortem result? Seems like someone is afraid of his shadows.
MJ was known to the world as a person who is against drug abuse. Why must he be addicted to drug, then? If he wanted to commit suicide, why rehearse for his concert? And why will he want to see his dancers the next day?
Enough about his death. I am sure people around the world is not stupid anymore. These supreme power can fool us during the Marilyn Monroe conspiracy, Martin Luther King and Princess Diana. But in this MJ's case, they left too many loopholes for those who think...!!
MJ left us with this unfinished studio-recorded song, GIVE THANKS TO ALLAH. You can download this song here: http://www.filefactory.com/
MJ's family was about to give him a Muslim burial with the help of The Brotherhood of Islam. But, the CIA showed up at Neverland's door - blackmailed them that if they do so publicly, Katherine (MJ's mother) would be pull off from MJ's 3 children's custody as well as MJ's estates. Instead, they'll hire Debbie Rowe for the purpose, and the court will be in their favour. So much for democracy and fairness...
Finally, they agreed to let MJ have a Muslim Burial in Neverland. But in condition, must show to the public a Christian Memorial Service, as to prove to the world that MJ was never a Muslim.
So, Staples Centre was just a normal show. That's why the coffin was closed and sealed.
MJ was buried days earlier. The Gold Coffin was empty. They were about to bury the Coffin according to Christianity ways in Hollywood - as in their deal with the USA Government.
These happened, because the USA is afraid of the rising numbers of Muslims in the world.
(Sheikh Ha**d)
The Brotherhood of Islam
Buletin of Bahrain
Apart from that, this malay language article reports that his sister, La Toya insists that she knows the murderer of MJ, and will reveal it to the public if the family (MJ's family) do not get justice from the court.
Mencuri online di malam hari
Aku mencuri online di malam hari.. hari ni genap 10 hari aku menjadi lanun sementare. Kredit maxis aku expired, dan aku xle nak kuar beli topup. Ah rindunye pade 'sahabat'ku seorang itu. Kepade yg menyapot (support) aku thanks so much guys. Skang aku taw sape kawan mase susah. Dan tarikh ni jugak aku membuat perjanjian dengan diri aku tentang masa depan, tentang cinta, tentang hidup.
Aku pasti kembali..
Aku pasti kembali..
Computer and Relationship
"When the computer is attacked by a virus, and you dont heal it, and the effect on the performance is greater and greater each day, and the antivirus can't simply neutralize them all, the best option left is to format the computer. However formatting, installing all the applications, and installing the greatest antivirus costs you plethora of time and energy. Yet the computer is not guaranteed virus-free, if no update is done frequently"
Computer - Relationship
Virus - Problems (Jealousy or whatever that affects the relationship)
Antivirus - Solutions
Update - Improvement and New Ideas
Renung2kan la wahai future computer engineer oi..
Computer - Relationship
Virus - Problems (Jealousy or whatever that affects the relationship)
Antivirus - Solutions
Update - Improvement and New Ideas
Renung2kan la wahai future computer engineer oi..
Kelate, Senyap dan Polis.
Wah lame sungguh aku x blogging. Well aku baru balik daripade syurga sbenanye. Smpai umah pagi td dalam 5.35 pagi. Aku berade di Kelate sejak 3 Jun lagi. Pergh mmg besh. Arigatoh kelate frens, hari2 aku kua beb. Lupe sgale mslh dan mmg menenangkan la balik kali ni. Paling besh dapat jumpe beshfren aku la kat sane.
Tah la aku rase trip kali ni bermakna sgt, smpai mase nk balik tuh. Aku menangis dlm bas. Gilo x macho ar beb. Ade reason la nangis tu, bkn sebab kene cubit. haha.. for sure it's a very memorable trip. Pasni aku akan sunyi je for the next 6 months. So aku balik klate, jadi spnjg aku sunyi dan xmampu nk wat pape,aku akan mengenang saat2 ni kelbali la.
Well kepade sape2 yg kontek aku pasni, kalo aku xbalas ke x angkat ke jangan marah eh. Aku bukan nk menyombong, tapi aku xmampu nk balas lagi. Xpe nnti aku explain later on la. Skang ni aku rase xperlu la menulis kat sini, sebab nanti orang kate aku poyo or capub plak.
Betape lamenye aku kat Kelantan, baru aku teringat kes waran tgkap aku. X bayo2 lg. haha.. Seb bek la aku pegi rantau panjang hari tu roadblock bkn polis. UPP je. Kalau polis xtau la, tp no hal la small matter.
Tah la aku rase trip kali ni bermakna sgt, smpai mase nk balik tuh. Aku menangis dlm bas. Gilo x macho ar beb. Ade reason la nangis tu, bkn sebab kene cubit. haha.. for sure it's a very memorable trip. Pasni aku akan sunyi je for the next 6 months. So aku balik klate, jadi spnjg aku sunyi dan xmampu nk wat pape,aku akan mengenang saat2 ni kelbali la.
Well kepade sape2 yg kontek aku pasni, kalo aku xbalas ke x angkat ke jangan marah eh. Aku bukan nk menyombong, tapi aku xmampu nk balas lagi. Xpe nnti aku explain later on la. Skang ni aku rase xperlu la menulis kat sini, sebab nanti orang kate aku poyo or capub plak.
Betape lamenye aku kat Kelantan, baru aku teringat kes waran tgkap aku. X bayo2 lg. haha.. Seb bek la aku pegi rantau panjang hari tu roadblock bkn polis. UPP je. Kalau polis xtau la, tp no hal la small matter.
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